Xanatee

Oh we will always be great friends we will always hang out we will always be there for each other we will always tell each other everything Then why did you forget me why did you leave me in the dark why did we stop hanging out why did we stop being being there for each other why did we stop telling everything to eachother come to think of it when did this all start why did it all start.... why cant we be all that again... i lay here at night missing you i lost my one true friend in this town why wont you be it like we were before??

If we ever really cared about one an other Then why haven't we spoken or seen each other in almost a year Why haven't we just sat down and caught up on things Why haven't we just met up and gone somewhere Why do you never text me or text me back when i do Why do i have to miss you like this I'm with the best girl in the world right now But all i really want right now is my one true best friend from this town back Please come back ='(

Hide the pain Mask the pain Try every possible way to hide it just so the people around you don't think your weak just so you don't ruin everyones "good" time I'm sick of hiding my pain It's been boiling up for to long It's time to make it known...

The wind is cold (I like it cold) blowing from the North carrying with it, drifting dancing snow. (I like the snow) The day is light but the sun is gone the clouds are grey (I like it grey)

I will find somebody on this Earth who will understand, me I will find some place on this world who will accept me. I will go looking for security and that, among the sea of similar faces, and the sky of similar stars that look all the same, until you look upon them with a telescope.  To see their different colored auras and their beautiful glows.

I Love[d] You But you don't believe in my love. You don't believe that I laid awake at night, every night with waterfalls and hurricanes crashing together inside of me because I knew you would never love me. I knew you would never love me, and I knew you would never believe that I wanted nothing more than for you to be mine, and to be able to kiss those cherry red lips and to hold your hand in public. Do you know how happy I was when you wanted an experiment?  Do you know how I lit up when our two glossy lips locked and you were mine, for a moment?  And Do you know how much it hurt when you ripped those glossy lips away

Stupid girl, thought he'd change for you, didn't you? Stupid girl, didn't listen to any- body, am I right? Stupid girl, thought you could fix him, didn't you? Stupid girl, he's poison ivy, and now you've got scars from where you scratched the raw red welts too hard hoping to heel the itching. Stupid girl, he is the thorny bush with plump red berries, you thought would be sweet, but you tore skin from the thorns to get to the poisonous berries And now look at you, stupid girl

I've been infected, An infection of the heart, It corrodes my soul. My fever is high, It burns hot into my cerebellum, Searing its cheerful discomfort, Into my mind. I want to be rid of this plight, I can't handle it anymore. My blood boils at the sight of my infector. On the outside I appear completely fine, But I am internally destroyed by my affliction. My stomach churns and bubbles in discomfort, Yelling at my unwillingness to cure my ailment. The worst part is the excruciating agony, That my heart is in. All day it writhes in a fervor indescribable, It's tortured mercilessly without the luxury of death. The cure is very

My mouth salivates over your words. They are sweet like sugar, Dancing around my mouth in blissful ecstasy. I hear them sing a melody of excitement, A rejoiceful, upbeat tune of fulfillment. They're perfect, and leave me craving more. They flood my mouth with a river of happiness, The rich flavor is one of adventure and surprise. It's like none other than I've experienced before. I shudder as it caresses my mind, Delicate and smooth. It assures me it is here to stay, And leaves me surprisingly satiated. My body tingles from top to bottom. I feel your words. Oh, do I feel them. I am renewed within them. The whole experience has left me awestr

I walk alone tonight, just me Through this field of daisy's and despair I'm all alone, like I thought I would be. I move around the marble sea, And the broken hearts that need repair. I walk alone tonight, just me. I pass a few figures draped in ebony, Together in mourn they share. I'm all alone, like I thought it would be. Your name etched into the stone, I see. The harsh pains and feeling come back in a blare. I walk alone tonight, just me. You're the only one that held the key. No one else could care. I'm alone like I thought I would be. Now it's time for me to break free, And come tomorrow to visit you there. I walk alon